Friday, July 31, 2009

You Got A Dream, You Gotta Protect It

The dialog below is the screen og "The Pursuit of Happyness".
Christopher: See, dad, I'm going pro.
Chris: Okay. Yeah. I don't know, you know, you'll probably be about as good as I was. That'skind of the way it works, you know, and I was below average. You know, so...Whoa. So, you'll probably ultimately rank somewhere around there, you know, so... Really, you'll excel at a lot of things, just not this. So I don't want you out here shooting this all around all day and night, all right?
Christopher: All right.
Chris: All right, go ahead. Don't let somebody tell you you can't do something. Not even me. All right?
Christopher: You got a dream, you gotta protect it. People can't do something themselves, they want to tell you you can't do it. You want something, go get it. Periond.
As a child, I had dream. But it disappeared when I grew up. That time, I didn't know where is my life's direction. Standing in front of the junction, didn't know where should I go.
And now, once again I find back my dream, even though that one is another. At least, I have a target to achieve. I gotta protect it. Don't wanna miss my dream again. Even though it is a bit difficult, quite challenge for me, I'll still keep on going. As a line from the song Imagine by John Lennon goes, "You may say I'm dreamer, but I'm not the only one."
For those who have dream, protect it.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Beautiful Girl

Beautiful girl, wherever you are
I knew when I saw you, you had opened the door
I knew that I'd love again after a long, long while
I'd love again
You said "hello" and I turned to go
But something in your eyes left my heart beating so
I just knew that I'd love again after a long, long while
I'd love again
It was destiny's game
For when love finally came on
I rushed in line only to find
That you were gone
Wherever you are, I fear that I might
Have lost you forever like a song in the night
Now that I've loved again after a long, long while
I've love again
Beautiful girl, I'll search on for you
"Til all of your loveliness in my arms come true
You've made me love again after a long, long while
In love again
And I'm glad that it's you
Hmm, beautiful girl
This is a song sang by Jose Mari Chan. I can still remember it due to this is one of the favorite of my sister and she recommended it to me.
When I had my own laptop, I had been trying to search for this song. It took quite long time for searching it. First time searched it was wma file. But finally I found the mp3 file. That moment was very excited.
And now, it has became one of my favorite song. It is quite relaxing when hear this song. I would sincerely to share this song through my blog. Welcome to visit.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

The Road Not Taken

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
"The Road Not Taken" by Robert Frost is a poem about a traveler who is walking in the woods and has come upon two roads. The traveler cannot travel both roads and thus must make a decision which one to walk. He evaluates both roads and chooses the road less traveled realizing that he cannot back. The poem ends by the traveler stating that his choosing the road less traveled has made all the difference.
First time I read this poem during my secondary school. That time didn't understand deeply, just simply read for exam only. After that I had forgotten.
After that, I read Rich Dad Poor Dad. The author, Robert Kiyosaki, used that poem at the beginning of his book. That time I was reading the Chinese version. But when I read that poem, such like I have read it before. When I read the English version, then I just knew that this poem before.
And now, before enter the real world, I'm almost facing the same situation like the travel of the poem. Different choice, different result.
Albert Einstein once said “The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results”.
Will I going to listen my parents advice or choose my own way? I think I have my authority to make the decision myself.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009


Today is my 23th birthday.

First of all, thanks for my parent foster. Then is my dear friends. Thanks for yours' wish. It is a happy moment espeacially ca receive wish from friends during birthday.

This year will be my final year in university. I should focus on my study this moment. But my thinking is more to about my future, espeacially the financial future of mine. What is my plan for my future? Espeacially my financial, a whole life "test".

Basically, I have almost implement my parents' promise, I will complete my study in university. Then, it is going to implement another promise, the responsibility for the family. So, I have to spend more time on thinking my future. I have discerned my parents' status, and my brother sisters' status recently. Before I enter the "Real World", I really have to think much. I hope that I can change the family's status. By the way, to create my life.

I'm now full with expectation and feeling discomposure about my future. I think my choice will different compare with my brother and sisters. Expectation is due to I hope to change. Discomposure is due to the future is ambiguity. Recently, I don't have any mentor as an example (the way I will choose for my future), so I think I have to regard on books.

However, once I have made the choice, I will do the best!

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Old Man Body

The school open today. I just got only two classes, 9.30am and 3.30pm, but both classess didn't have lecture enter. I felt happy especially the second class didn't have lecture enter since my friend had invited me to play badminton at 4pm.
Since I had waited ay class around half of an hour, I had late to court. But it didn't reduce my desire to play. I had played around 12 games today. But it had made a high cost for me. I could feel my shoulder, waist, calf's muscle and baseboard be in pain. What causes my pain, I thought there were two reasons. First, I played too vehemence; second, the journet I took back to UUM too long, around 13 hours. There is a word of wisdom in sport--the record is made to be broken.
After finished playing, I could only walk slowly, such an old man, couldn't walk quickly. It took around half an hour to reach my college.
However, I felt very wail since I could paly again with my teammates even though I can feel my shoulder in pain when I write this blog. The bore before had been cleaned up.
Tomorrow, "deserve for expect", he...

Friday, July 3, 2009

Last Semester In University

13 hours of journey, finally I rearched UUM.

This semester wil be my last semester in university. It doesn't seem will be easy. But I will enjoy the process.
Most of the friends already finished their study. Some of them are doing practicum and some of them are working. But at least I had a gathering with them, even not all the friends.
This semester break, I had taken enough rest. I had accompany my parents at home, had gathering with my friends and known how naughty my sister's second son.
One thing can sure that I will be asking by this question, "Already had girl friend?" This is the question always asking by my cousin when I back to home. My answer always the same. My friends, too, but asking with another style, "You didn't bring your girl friend back?" guys! Good question but without a good answer. Next time I have to prepare more answer fot this question.
After a half day in university, I could see some new faces. Lets create a great university life together!